Alas I finally figured out how to make these 0.o

My first batch of GIFs made about a week ago. These are just sooo funny. I enjoyed making them so much 

lolz showdown 

i saw this and i just HAD to learn myself

brave sound, brave sound

junho-ssi

shake it high kick boy!

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chanana's abs

07.02.2010

“So no matter how we part…I still believe there was a reason why we met.”

Today is the 2nd of July. My birthday is 24 days away and I’ll be a year older. I’ve no problem with getting older. The only thing that sucks is that I’m not gonna get any taller anymore. I’m only somewhere between 5’4 and 5’5… I think. The good thing is that I exceeded the average height for us Filipinos which is 5’2 (women) but I’m still not tall enough! My goal was to grow at least up to 5’7 T.T That didn’t happen and it can’t happen anymore. It really sucks, although I’m already taller than most people here anyway XP

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71~Into The Fire, ladies and gentlemen XD I wanna watch this so bad. In fact I wanna watch this more than I wanna watch Eclipse. I think my grandpa would love this movie. It’s a war movie and he loves those stuff. Aside from the fact that TOP is in this movie, it also has a great storyline. It was based on the events during the Korean war, focusing mainly on the 71 student soldiers who tried to defend South Korea from North Korea. It’s historical. It’s a war movie. It has TOP in it ^^

Korea makes the best movies this time around. Actually, Korea is very successful now. They’re even a part of the World Cup XD I wonder when my country will become like that. We have a new president now but I think it takes more than just 6 years to make such a great leap from being a third world to a first world country. A slowly progressing country wouldn’t be so bad either. I hope when I graduate there would at least be a difference.

I haven’t posted in so long. There are so many things to study and I get home from college feeling very drained T.T We don’t even have projects yet but it’s really exhausting and disorienting. I have to read complex stuff everyday. It’s so nice to learn these things though. Just like what Adam Levine said “You get jaded but you like it.” It’s not only that, I think what drains my energy the most is trying to fit in with others. I’ve never tried so hard in my entire life. HAHA. What saddens me is that, it’s not consistent. Sometimes I’m happy going with the flow and trying to have fun with them and sometimes I just feel like no one gets me. I even get the feeling I’m not wanted…it’s paranoia, I know. I want to go home when I’m there but I feel I have to be there. I know I plan to transfer schools but there’s something that’s keeping me there. It’s probably my ambition.

In other news…

He makes me smile stupidly^ ^

Chansung the highkick idol HAHA (but yeah he’s good at taekwondo and kendo 

Chansung spaces out in places he shouldn’t^ ^ I do that too when I ride a public vehicle off to somewhere, especially the time when I take the LRT hoe. LOLZ I know it’s not good to do that since I might miss the stops and it’s not safe especially on jeepneys or buses but I can’t help it XD VOICE CRACK! adorable♥♥♥

…i’m gonna be okay (gonna be okay) i’ll be okay (gotta be okay) baby without u (without u)….

06.11.2010

Finally my first week in college has passed. It’s sad though because we’re about to get serious with lessons and such starting next week. I can’t believe it. It was only orientation week and I’m so freakin’ tired already. I’ve never walked from the farthest end of a building up to the other wing or another building and back. I think I’m mostly tired from all the walking and in heels nonetheless. HAHA. My heels aren’t even that high and pointed but damn it feels like torture. LOL. Anyway we can wear flats too so I think I’ll buy one as an alternative. Things went well during the first four days. I think my blockmates are nice and friendly. So far I haven’t seen nor felt anything negative about them…yet. My professors aren’t so bad either. Good thing I don’t really suffer from nervous breakdown or I’ll be dead for this semester. I hope I’ll be able to handle pressure. In my E-101 class (com skills) we’re supposed to have this free talk every meeting. Our prof is going to show a quote and pick a random student to give an impromptu speech about the quote. Great. Just great. Then our H-101 class (history) has this current events reporting every tuesday and we’re supposed to gather news and report one by one in class. We did that before when I was in grade school. Not such a bad thing. And the hardest of all is my gen psych class. I think that this time I’ll really have to do advance reading. Our prof said that every meeting is graded recitation day. (Great. Just what I needed to make me even more anxious) So we have this class card and he’s gonna shuffle it and pick one and ask the person a question. An upperclassman warned me beforehand that he’s nice but he likes to give graded recitation all the time. At least I wasn’t surprised when he announced that. But dang our psych book costs about 1000 and it looks just like an encyclopedia. Mind you that’s only an introduction to psychology. On a positive note I am rest assured that I’m in a good department. Our prof is a graduate of Ateneo…so…yeah! It’s like getting the same quality education from my dream school. Things are gonna be hard I can tell and when I get too jaded and down I’ll just think that the words Stanford university is flashing before my eyes. HAHA that’ll definitely keep me motivated.

So I inquired about the Nihongo lessons from our school’s language center and they said that it costs Php6000 for 36 hours. My grandma said it’s not that expensive. But money isn’t really the problem. I’ll have to wait and get used to my schedule and lessons before I take extra load. Anyway I won’t be alone since my friend is going to take lessons with me.

Today is Friday and every Friday we have a 3 hour beak after our second class. The cafeteria is always crowded with people so we agreed to go to Eastwood City instead and eat there. We hanged out for an hour and a half and then went back to school. It was fun. I make an effort to come with my new blockmates so I can become good friends with them.

One must seize one’s opportunities  D

Cassisxxx

06.07.2010

(one heavy sigh) Well it feels like it’s judgment day tomorrow. LOL. Of course I’m totally worried. I was never not anxious anyway. The truth is I’m a nervous wreck. I wouldn’t call this being paranoid but I’m haunted by horrible thoughts inside my head right now. And it probably won’t stop until I get over tomorrow and worst the coming days. I bet I’m gonna be jittery all week. God, if I could just figure out what my professors are gonna be like then I wouldn’t feel this way. It’s not like they’re gonna eat me or anything. But the bad thing is I’m not a genius even though I wish I was. LOLZ. I’m worried about how I’m gonna cope academically.

I AM A NERVOUS WRECK AND A TRAINWRECK. MY BRAIN ISN’T FUNCTIONING WELL AND I THINK I’VE FORGOTTEN THE THINGS I’VE LEARNED EVEN THOUGH I JUST TOOK AN ABILITY TEST LAST FRIDAY. LOLZ. I’M NOT A GENIUS AND THAT SUCKS. I DON’T HAVE A FLARE FOR ONSTAGE PERFORMANCES EITHER. GREAT. JUST GREAT. I’M NOT A GENIUS BUT I WAS NEVER AT THE BOTTOM EITHER. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS JUST AN AVERAGE STUDENT BUT TO BE HONEST AVERAGE DOESN’T CUT IT EITHER. AT LEAST PARANOID AND CRITICAL MIND SAYS SO.

WHAT THE HELL AM I GONNA DO?

06.06.2010

Just two days before college life officially starts. I don’t know who will be my blockmates yet and my professors. Aside from that I still don’t have shoes (LOL) and PE pants. Luckily my class is on Wednesday so I could still buy the one I had reserved for me  .., I absolutely have to get there early so I’ll have time finding my designated room. They gave us a tour and I still have no idea how to get to my room. >.=^

I had to take the guidance test last Friday. I remember taking the Otis-Lennon test thing before but I can’t remember if it was the same test. I’m more interested in knowing the result for my career placement and Edward blah blah personality test (LOL). I tried to take it seriously.

The week after this is recruitment week for organizations/clubs. But which should I join? Anyway I plan to focus on my academics first and getting settled before I busy myself with other activities. (sigh) If only I was good at dancing I’d join the MC’s Company of One. HAHAHA I CAN EFFIN DREAM ON! Nah, I’ll just be their fan instead >.<

There’s just no way…

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it’s better to watch live and up close… there’s not much to see here…

Jan. 31, 2oo9 @ La Salle Taft
STREET DANCE:
Champion – COMPANY OF ONE

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i get goosebumps watching them…>.<

I wish I was a kid again…
KIDS SAY I WILL NOT I CAN.

This is the LAST.., promise 

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