Which is worse? To lose something or have it taken from you?

I just wonder what others may think about this. When I opened my email last time I found this question sent to me by yahoo answers.

In my opinion, I think that having something taken from you is much worse than losing something. When you lose something you know that it’s your fault and that it is really you who is to blame. At least when you lose something you can find ways to take it back. On the other hand, when something is taken from you, it is harder to accept because it has been taken from you. Even though you know in yourself that it is not entirely your fault but still it is somehow unfair. Also it is harder to find ways of taking it back because there is something that stops you from taking it back.

Rinimu made me this bloody banner of my dear tiger…haha

Danke Riniimu!!

happy birthday karen..

yeah today is my friend’s birthday…HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN! (even though she won’t be able to read this..haha) anyways, the past few days i’ve been too lazy to write an entry so i kept on delaying it even though i am always online. right now difficult projects are being given to us in school.. now we have to write a baby thesis which is a requirement so that i can pass my third year. i can’t even think of an easy topic to write about on my thesis. my teacher says it’s up to us to decide what we like so long as we accomplish it. i would want to write a study related to psychology because that’s the course i want to take up. the thing is i’m not really sure if i can research on something related to that which is not that hard to accomplish. i need to think of something which i can do because it has to be passed on march or else i would be forced to take summer classes. and i don’t want that to happen because i’ve never taken summer classes my whole life. i dunno if i can survive these projects when we also have an investigatory project in chemistry and a huge diorama to do for math which will be put in an exhibit. oh and tomorrow we also have the second elimination for math and science quiz bee. haha i don’t even know if i’ll be able to get in this time even though i won last year..and then we also have the literary quiz bee and essay writing contest…our schedule at this point is so tight. there’s just too much activities especially co-curricular ones that we can’t even concentrate on academics anymore. i seriously think that academics is more important that co-curricular. i think that co-curricular is just for having a balanced learning. i remember what my uncle said..when i get to college the focus would be on academics better prepare for that.. i still don’t know what course i’ll take..one thing’s for sure though..it will be in the field of medicine.. i’ve always dreamed of becoming a doctor and i am determined to pursue that..