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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Saturday, December 26, 2009

RANT # 1

WAAAAAAHHHHHHHH OH MY GOD! [blood all over the place]
I JUST SAW THAT VIDEO OF URUHA’S ANGLE DURING THE DIM TOUR 09!!!!!
DAMN. IT KILLS ME. I’D LIKE TO THANK THE PERSON WHO UPLOADED THE VIDEO.
[A BIG SHOUT OUT TO YOU!] LOLZ
AHHH I AM HAPPY NOW, I DON’T THINK I’LL BE ABLE TO GET OVER THAT FOR AWHILE NOW.[MAYBE A FEW MONTHS] ALTHOUGH I NEVER REALLY GOT OVER URUHA AT ALL. WAHAAAAA. [ANOTHER FANGIRL CONFESSION]
I HOPE I DON’T CREEP HIM OUT WHEN I FINALLY MEET HIM IN THE FUTURE LOLZ. MY FRIENDS ASK ME WHAT I’D DO. SO I JUST TELL THEM I DON’T KNOW, THAT I’LL PROBABLY JUST STARE IN AWE AND FREEZE IN PLACE. BUT THE TRUTH IS I WOULD FREAK OUT BUT I’LL TRY TO SUPPRESS THAT INSIDE ME JUST SO I WON’T CREEP HIM OUT. I’LL TRY TO BE NICE AND NOT BE THE LIKE WHAT I COINED TO BE THE ‘I’M-YOUR-BIGGEST-FAN-I’LL-FOLLOW-YOU-UNTIL-YOU-LOVE-ME’ TYPE OF FANGIRL. [EVEN THOUGH I MAY BE JUST THAT] LOLZ.

THIS IS RANT # 1 FOR THIS JOURNAL. I WILL BE WRITING MORE, AS THIS IS THE MAIN PURPOSE OF WHY I DECIDED TO CREATE THIS JOURNAL.[ASIDE FROM THE FACT THAT I WANTED TO SEE THE SCANS POSTED HERE] THIS IS THE REASON WHY I DON’T WANT TO ADD THOSE PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME PERSONALLY. I’M NOT ASHAMED TO BE A FANGIRL BUT YOU SEE VERY FEW CAN UNDERSTAND THE INSANITY. I DON’T WANT THEM TO BE OVERWHELMED BY ME LOLZ.

ANW I JUST GOT NEWS THAT MY FRIEND WAS HOSPITALIZED TODAY. WE’RE GOING TO VISIT HER TOMORROW AND WISH HER TO GET WELL.

I JUST SLEPT THE ENTIRE DAY BTW.

JA!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

friends and enemies(?)….LOLZ

[i dont think i have enemies here because i love the people on LJ...but we never know huh? HAHA]
ANW, after 3 months of torture and rehab(?!) LOLZ–>> I AM BACK AGAIN ONLINE! yipee..
i felt really tortured the past months in couldn’t go online…i couldn’t even use a computer since mine broke down and decided to seek revenge against me for abusing it..
yes i admit it. i did abuse my laptop for 2 years and now i have learned my lesson. which is why i am now using a desktop computer(!) LOLZ. i am not a GAMER whatsoever. although i am a DOWNLOADER and i do use up maximum memory. i have learned my lesson so i am saying goodbye to social networking sites such as facebook and the like. however i cannot make myself say goodbye to my dear LJ which helps me share some of my thoughts to those worthy to read it. HA-HA. i have missed so much in those 3 months but i will make up for it. starting TONIGHT on Christmas eve. LOLZ.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
–>>although i didn’t necessarily ask for this (PC) as a gift, i know i’d be better off not to ask my mum for anything more<<–LOLZ

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Writer’s Block: Sense and sensibility

If you could keep only one of your five senses–taste, touch, smell, sight, or hearing–which would you choose and why?

There’s no doubt that I would choose hearing. Well, there’s only one simple explanation why and that is because I can’t bear to not be able to hear the voices of my favorite musicians ^v^….I can’t bear to not hear Uruha’s guitar solos….(ahahha..seriously). Music is very important to me and what keeps me going..

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Be back soon… HOPEFULLY

So after like 2 (or was it 3 months?) of having no computer hopefully my mum will not forget to buy me a new one this december. I can’t believe I managed to survive..I mean i really thought i was gonna go nuts..Anyways on a positive note, it was sorta good since i no longer feel like i’m into social networking sites anymore..I’m gonna stay under the radar from now on. Of course i won’t leave eljay..since this is where i can post sorta sensible thoughts.
When i get a new computer i have a ton of things to update especially my music library. Im probably gonna spend half the time searching for chords to play too. I think i survived because i had my guitar…haha what can i say..shinji’s such great company!
i have nothing much to say now..i just finished my project..oh yeah we have speech delivery tomorrow..
i just want to write and write and not TALK. HAHA
I’m hungry now..better go.

Monday, November 23, 2009

how do i put this?

…daaaammmmnnn i miss downloading stuff online…
it kills me that i havent updated my playlist and other stuff…
i dont even care if i dont do social networks anymore..
all i want is to STEAL stuff online..wahahaha
yeah i guess you can call it stealing..
but can you blame me?
a fangirl gets what a fangirl wants..
im just a lowly fangirl waiting for my mum to ask me if i want something..
and that stupid bitch of laptop ruined my chances of getting the nightmare album…
IT KILLS ME T_T

how can that happen to me?
now i’ve to wait for a few more months before i cn ask for another one..
gaaahhh i need to do something before graduation too..
ive been planning something on my mind and it was supposed to be done this Christmas..but i dont think i can do it at the moment…

at least i got a bit cured..
im no longer interrested in online networking..
im not saying i’ll totally abandon my accounts but maybe i’ll just update here..
all i want to do now is take stuff and complete my music library..
thanks to those generous people online who upload stuff HAHA

>>>The rain that started falling melts into the dry asphalt
I coldly wrap up this hand that is mixed with a slight fever<<<>>>Without seeing the tears I walk turning something into the victim
As a result I even end up betraying you<<<>>>But it can change I remain like this until I will throw away my hope
Always with you I want to see the same dream like you …<<<>>>The repeating days are soaking us more and more
Even that painted place of that day
The downpouring night is never stopping to cry
The night is crying crying<<<>>>>
translation by defectivecoma@LJ

Saturday, August 29, 2009

BUSTED!

we got caught red-handed…by the principal. wahahha it was funny though. so the story goes like this. Sam (classmate and president) brought a soccer ball to class. during lunch we started playing with it. at first we were just passing it to each other. then our other classmates told us to play somewhere else since they were using a laptop and the ball might accidentall hit it. so we went outside at the corridor and started a real game. haha we were enjoying it and laughing really loud when one of us said the principal was coming. everyone panicked and i froze for a minute and quickly folowed my classmates inside the classroom. when i turned around tho and stepped inside half of my arm hit the wall LOLZ. then i rushed to my seat and when i turned around our principal was already there. she caught us but the funny thing was that she wasnt really mad. i think the reason was because the people involved were the “good” lot. haha i’m not a resident troublemaker yunno. but really im not that “good” either. luckily we she didnt get mad. haha when i was in my 2nd second year we played volleyball inside the room and we never get caught. we even played at the music room and hit all the trophies there. none of the teachers know that. bwahahaha! i dont regret playing it. haha it was fun getting busted for once. at least now they know “something”. there’s something else though. we shouldnt have come in. coz then our other classmates got caught using the laptop and another bigger issue came up. that’s the only thing i regret. we should’ve let ourselves get caught.

Friday, August 28, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance…

…to the cutest and nicest drummer i know…
…yeah yoshiki is the best drummer ever and i can’t deny that +peace+…

UKE YUTAKA-san…♥♥♥>>now this song kills me…
…every night i’ll be with you..
…do you love her? do you love her?…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance…

to the cutest and nicest drummer i know…
…yeah yoshiki is the best drummer ever and i can’t deny that +peace+…

UKE YUTAKA-san…<3<3<3

>>now this song kills me…
…every night i’ll be with you..
…do you love her? do you love her?…

Saturday, August 22, 2009

nyappy nyappy….?

waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh i go out and have fun and try to be happy…then i wake up the next day only to find our house flooded with water. great…just great! i love the rain and all…maybe i wouldnt even mind this happening at all but i had to fucking clean the floor and scrub/wipe it dry. i was tired from what we did yesterday and i havent eaten breakfast. CAN I NOT BE HAPPY? then i remember i have a LOT to do. +sighs+

Thursday, August 20, 2009

rant

i haven’t been doing really well lately. first u got sick for a week. then school’s been really hard for me. it’s so hard to catch up on the lessons i missed. on top of that i have to do all these make-up work. waaah my soc teacher gave me a whole chapter to report on. it’s usually easy for me but i’m not really interested in economics. i like history better to be honest. i feel like giving up most of the time. i’m so tired and my eyes hurt. my brain’s about to explode from all the things i have to learn. then i’m also worried about the entrance exams i’m going to take. maybe one day i’ll collapse because of anxiety. yeah i’m an anxious person. i think too much sometimes but then again i’m also capable f putting things at the back of my mind. but sometimes i’m just so worried about stuff. the only thing that’s keeping me alive right now is my addiction. it’s like my reason for living. my happiness. but then is it the right kind of happiness? >>taken from baka-chan<<>
i think that i’m unfortnate but if i am then there are other people who are more unfortunate. everyday something comes up that i’m tired of thinking about it. i hate it. life wasnt this troublesome. and “some” people are picking on me. always pressuring me to be the “best”. well guess what? i cant and i dont care. i just want to live my life according to how i want to live it and do whatever i want to do. not do stuff ’cause i have to impress people.
aside from all these i’m also broke. i’ve no money and i even have to starve myself to keep up.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

DANG…..so proud……


this pic is sooooo KAWAII!!!!
I’m so proud of you Miyavi-sama!
You’ll be a GREAT dad!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I HAVE THE BEST MUM IN THE WORLD. ^_^

WEEE…I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME. LAST SUNDAY I HAD A CONVERSATION WITH MY MUM AND SHE TOLD ME SHE GOT THE GIFT I ASKED FOR MY BIRTHDAY. I WAS SO HAPPY!!! (W/C IS THE REASON I’M WRITING IN CAPSLOCK) LOLZ…OKAY..SO..I ASKED FOR THE DIM ALBUM OF GAZETTE AND THE REASON I’M ECSTATIC IS BECAUSE IT’S THE FIRST JROCK ALBUM I’LL OWN. yes it’s such a pity I cant buy all the albums I want. but maybe I can ask my mum from now on. HAHA. I never asked my mum before cuz I thought she might find it weird because I dont really understand japanese plus the way they look isnt really something a”normal” person would find normal. but when i talked to my mum last time i realized something…FANGIRLING MUST B HEREDITARY…LOLZ….i cant believe my ears when my mum talked about the jrock musicians like HYDE, GACKT, X -JAPAN and other artists lik nakashima mika and hamasaki ayumi…it was like we were enumerating the ones we know of and i was surprised to find that she knew all those people i like…! i think for the first time in many years we actually connected.. yes she is my mother but there was always this wall between us and because of music it disappeared…while talking to her, at the back of my had i thought “am i really having this convo with my mum?” she said things like “do you know GACKT?” and “yeah i know ARASHI…hmmm you like matsuJun? I dont really like him…” and the most shocking was when i mentioned KAT-TUN and she replied with “oh yes..Akanishi is hot..” LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLZZZZZZZZZZZ…

so then i came with the conclusion that it is natural for me and it is in my genes to be a FANGIRL. therefore i must accept my fate and this gives me the affirmation that i am in the right path ^_^

Friday, July 17, 2009

Writer’s Block: The Best

What’s the best thing you’ve seen or done this month?

The Gazette’s the invisible wall PV—LOLZ…
then we’re gonna buy a new guitar tom…
and i asked my mum to buy me gazetto’s new album…

Thursday, July 16, 2009

my mind is blank right now…

i dont know what to feel
i dont know what to say
at first i thought i was numb
then i felt a slight pain in my heart

i heard your voice and you sounded fine
like nothing happened
i know that this is a hard time for you
even though you try to hide the loneliness
i know you are grieveing just the same

i dont know how it feels like
never have i experienced such trial
but i know it’ll come to me one day
i’ll face it the way you did

remember this my friend,
no matter how painful it gets
grit your teeth
face forward
and live on.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Gokusen the movie….

Waaaaah! i forgot that gokusen the movie premeired yesterday! oh well, like i can watch it…awww. i dont know how long i’ll have to wait before i can watch it. hopefully some good soul will sub the movie and upload it somewhere when the dvd is released. o_O i thought i saw akanishi in the trailer but according to tokyograph the 6 surprise characters will be Shun Oguri, Yuma Ishigaki, Teppei Koike and 3 more from season 2 (no mention of jin nor jun).

…oh i realize it now, i must have mistaken miura for jin since they have the same hair color. sometimes i find it hard to recognize them all. i didnt even recognize shun in the trailer…haha silly me! then the first time i saw kame from season 2 i thought he looked like uruha. LOLZ. well maybe they do look alike a bit. i told my friend and now we call kame “the KAT-TUN dude” as the “boyband version of URU” wahahaha. yeah we like to find different versions of one person. like how sakito is the dorky version of uruha while tora is the ghetto version. then omi will be the female version. ANYWAYS going back to the TOPIC here (sorry for the ranting) I’m also disappointed not to find matsujun as one of the cast. oh yeah and i havent seen kuma either. it’s also sad that this will be the last time yukie nakama will play the role of yankumi… i hope it turns out to be a great movie.

watch

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

I’m not really a big fan of DBSK/TVXQ/THSK but their new single is really good. Plus it has a nice story. Very sad, indeed.
I am somehow addicted to it. I’ve been listening to it over and over again since last night.



Sunday, July 5, 2009

Calendar of events..

Haooy birthday to Shou of alice nice [28] and Kanon of An Cafe who both celebrate their birthdays today! Also belated happy birthday to Akanishi Jin [25] of KAT-TUN…

So yesterday my friend and I saw Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen (she saw it for the second time already since she told me she didnt appreciate the 3D version much) HAHA..

But before that we went to different niversities to get college applications. It was so exhausting and my legs are hurting now cause we WALKED six stations (train) to get there. Why did we do that? Actually we didnt have a purpose for doing such crazy thing. I guess we did it to test how far we can go, walking. It was so much fun though cause we got to explore the streets we just usually pass by without actually observing everything. What usually takes 10 minutes of travel took us 2 hours by walking. Then it rained hard for a bit so we had to stop and wait for the rain to stop. Fortunately it did. We didnt notice how long we were waliing cause we just kept on chatting. I didnt notice how much my legs were hurting until we were almost there. My toes ached too but I dont mind it at all. I loved the experience. We’ve been doing crazy things, really. But some we didnt get to do last year, like that big “challenge thing”. We have more crazy ideas coming..I know. And if only it wasnt dangerous to be walking around in the streets carrying a video cam then I would’ve documented our journey for sure. I can remember we passed about 3 schools, loads of hardware stores, a couple gas stations and trees and grass along the way. HAHA

I think transformers was pretty good. Especially the script cause it was so funny. Of course the special effects and CGIs were GREAT. Megan Fox is so hot and stunning. LOLZ just saying..o_0 I thought I wouldnt understand anything cause people were saying that it was all explosion and fighting. It was alright for me.

Friday, June 26, 2009

LA LOLZ O_o

Gee- SNSD/Girls Generation


Gee – Boys’ Generation (LOLZ)




who do you think gave the best performance?
wahahaha

T_T ok i admit it…it’s adorable!
(i have a weakness for gay stuff yunno)

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

killing time…

WATCH

Gummy- Sorry feat TOP

The video which featured 2ne1′s Sandara Park back before 2ne1 debuted.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

back after a few days

been busy with school lately…
it’s only been two weeks but i already have problems to think about..
admission tests..
research paper..
time management…

Reila put a photo of Hitsugi in my wallet..i couldnt believe it was him..
i was like…woah lolz
too bad i cant scan it..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

finally i can continue watching

even though school already began i still want to continue watching jdo (Nobuta wo produce) plus i still have death note and the liveaction on queue…
haha yeah i know it’ll be hectic this year but i just can’t get it out of my system..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

new motto

“No matter how painful it gets, grit your teeth, face forward and live on” -Yankumi

from today onwardsi’ll only think about this whenever hardships come.
i am certain that this year very difficult challenges will come especially from the people around me.
i always feared of breaking down under pressure.
this year i am very anxious.
i have a lot of work to do and effort to exert but what if it doesnt pay off?

Monday, June 1, 2009

quote of the day

“Having both parents doesn’t necessarily mean you’ll be happy. Being without any parents doesn’t necessarily cause unhappiness. What’s important is how you live your life from that point on.” -Gokusen 3

Friday, April 17, 2009

“You Are Level-Headed and Trustworthy “

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed… even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You’re always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can’t handle you. You’re very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you’re likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything … you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don’t appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don’t get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Show me the MONEY! MICHAEL MONEY!!!

So this is what the title’s all about. For ETF fans who don’t know who Michael Money is he is the brother of Bryan and also a hired musician for ETF. He plays guitars but only he is behind the curtain. I know that those who have been to ETF shows may have seen him and have tried to bring him out onstage but unfortunately he has only been onstage quite a few times as he is not an official member. We think that he is under appreciated and needs to be recognized more. So if you want to join in supporting MICHAEL MONEY then go to the shows with and signs saying “Bring out Michael Money” or “Show me the Money…MICHAEL MONEY!!” This could really help in showing him that the fans appreciate him for helping the band. Also we want him to just join ETF so the Money brothers can make awesome music together. LOLZ. Please support Mike Money he really deserves it!!!

Monday, March 23, 2009

My heart leaps for “C”

So Reila gave me this song from An Cafe. I didn’t realize the significance of it at first. Then she wrote a note saying it’s a gay song but the title means something. Then I realized it actually does. Ha-ha i’m so slow. My heart beats for “C”. Yupp that’s what it is. Then I found out that Curtis Ward from BMTH left the band and I got upset. But he’s not the “C” i’m talking about though. It’s almost vacation i’m spending my last days at school doing nothing. After that i dunno what i’m gonna do thia summer. You see., I suck at planning so i’m really not going to even try. All I know is that I need to attend review classes for my college entrance exams. Then i’m probably just gonna consume the entire summer doing things online. Last summer I had something to work on but that one’s gone now. Maybe i’ll write everyday or find fics for my shonen-ai stash. LOLZ I just got that from somewhere. Till then.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

i cannot help but stare…



Last week was just plain boring and i’m surprised cuz i’m starting to get sleepy in class. i haven’t slept on class before. that’s why i find it strange to see some of the people in my class slacking off all the time. and by all the time i mean every single day and every opportunity they get.


and how strange is it that none of the teachers seem to care? well that’s not my problem anyways

. last saturday’s workshop was quite interesting. for the first time i listened to the lecturer from start till end well i must admit that he shared some interesting stuff about life too. the lessons are more interesting when you can relate them to real life. it’s like he shared something about him getting into college and realizing in his third year that he wanted to shift into a different course. his previous course was BS Math then he shifted ti ECE which has something to do with engineering. he said when he was in high school he loved math so much that’s why he took it. but then he realized that he wanted something that could be applied in everyday life. it’s not because math was hard for him but because it was always about proving and learning theorems and stuff that you never really applied everyday. so yeah he realized it wasn’t right for him. that’s what i’m afraid would happen to me. i mean what if i choose the wrong course? when i was younger i wanted to be a doctor so bad that i focused on it for years until high school. then i realized it’d be hard and it would take a long time before i could really work. plus people say that when you get out of college your job won’t really be the one you studied for four years especially at a time like this.i don’t think it’s because i can’t handle the intense studying but because of the time and money involved. i don’t want my mother to have to work her but

t off just to support me through college. yeah i could get a job but still it won’t be enough. right now i’m just thinking really hard. i want to take psychology but i also want to take something that has to do with computers. then he also said something about the things in life not being ideal. he said that in reality there is nothing ideal. like for example in a student. even the most studious student will become lazy at some point. that one i can totally relate to. i mean i’m not that studious but i’m also not this ;azy compared to before.
on to a funnier topic. friday was totally unbelievable. i could not believe my eyes when i saw someone that looked like strify!! yeah he was gay, that one was obvious. but really never in my life did i expect to find someone ho resembles strify! i tried not to stare or anything but i just couldn’t help it. it happened when my friend was buying food from our school cafeteria and this person was buying too. then i looked in his direction and thought

he looked like someone. then when we went upstairs i went to take a last look at him and then our eyes met and i suddenly realized who he looked like. it was a bit of a shock though and quite embarrassing coz he caught me looking. but when he looked at me he just smiled with his eyes which made him look like strify even

more. he was beautiful that’s for sure. only with slightly less flawless skin. then my friend and i talked about it and we decided to look for him again just to make sure he really looked like strify.. we even made this new term but don’t ask what it is.

then i also saw this picture of Craig which i find uber cool and can’t stop staring at…


Sunday, February 8, 2009

I killed the prom queen

No I didn’t really kill the prom queen. I just like saying it anyways. Now I’m just glad prom is O-V-E-R. I’ve been anxious about since it was announced. Everyone’s fussing about it including my poor adviser who has to organize everything and take all the load. Truth is I didn’t really want to go. If it was allowed not to go and if we were plenty I wouldn’t go at all. I’m not really into that kind of stuff where you party and dance blah blah blah.. If it was something like a rock concert. I would’ve enjoyed it but it’s not. It was a semi-formal event and we had to wear cocktail dresses and we had to have a partner which really sucks because I go to an all girls high school maening we had to find and invite our partners. I would have had my mom or someone else do it for me. I wouldn’t really mind that. It was difficult to invite someone because I am the type of person who has a lot of pride. To be honest it was exactly what I expected it to be. Boring and a total waste of time and money. You know what if we were rich I woldn;t mind paying 4,000 for prom and not going at all. But the fact is that I’m not and I would just feel guilty for making my mom pay 4,000 and not go at all. Maybe if there was a refund I would just pay and pretend I got sick so I couldn’t go or something. That would’ve been easy. My friends and I didn’t dance but we didn’t just sit and stared at each other at the table either. We just went arond taking pictures and table hopping just so we wouldn’t look like total losers. Well we’re not even if we didn’t enjoy prom. Most people would say that prom is the highlight of being in high school. I really do think otherwise. I mean I know lots of celebrities who didn’t go to prom but look where they are now? It’s not like being prom queen is gonna get me to a good college. If there were representatives from great colleges to socialize with (kinda like Ivy Week) then I’d be more happy to go. Most people would enjoy prom but not me. I know that’s hard to understand but well that’s what I think. It’s not a reason that I’m not used to those things or anything I just do not appreciate it nor does it entertain me in any way. I just wish that next year we would be plenty so that I don’t actually have to go. I don’t care if it’s senior year and that it could be the last time I party with my friends because I’m pretty sure it won’t be. The only thing I looked forward to was our bet on who will trip the most. Even that didn’t happen so there was nothing fun about it. Maybe the part where we took loads of pictures and modeled our clothes because it’s very rare for most of us to wear dresses including me. I seriously haven’t worn a dress in years. LOL. No, seriously.

i got home by 1:00 and a few hours after I had to go to this workshop about basic engineering and electrival engineering. Yeah it was interesting but I felt really sleepy so it was kinda hard ro focus. We did this hands on activity on circuits and stuff like that. But it wasb’t just that, that’s interesting. The university that we went to was also very interesting. It was really huge like a big compund but what’s strange is that there were lots of trees and tall grass and there were houses around the unviersity. We even got lost and had to take a jeep around the place. It was nice to go there but also very costly.

A/N If ya’ll don’t know I Killed The Prom Queen is an American rock band \m/

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Happy Birthday to my Brother (it’s okay to DREAM!)




Happy birthday to RUKI!!!! You are the greatest and
we LOVE you! Keep making good music and keep writing awesome songs for us.!!!!
I will always look p to you and see you like a brother.:]

Yeah that’s was all I wanted to say.

credit: Jrockscans on LJ


Tuesday, January 20, 2009

SOMETHING MUSIC VIDEO

Finally after waiting for weeks Escape The Fate has released their newest music video for the sinlge “Something”
Please do take the time to watch it. It’s pretty rad!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

12 days to go

Okay so my friends and I have started doing this countdown. HAHA it’s just 12 days to go before he turns 40. Anyone can guess who “he” is?
I know, I know it’s unbelieveable that he’s already that old. Anyways I have this theory that grandpa has this same case as Benjamin Button. You know the guy who lives like backwards or something. As he turns older he looks younger. I wonder how that’s possible. Somethig botox can’t do haha!

Now I just finished doing that personality test thing that my friend sent me. I’ve done the same thing before I think. But it has a different interpretation. Some parts of the interpretation surprised me. Especially that part about the coffee. Haha i drink a lot of coffee. In fact, I love coffee. Just didn’t think it would tranlstae into another thing.

Lolz it’s all about coffee that’s got me writing this now.
I know——–POINTLESS!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

no pain, no gain

So i was thinking of something to blog about then i remembered that i have new piercing. I got ae cartilage piercing done at a tattoo shop. I was supposed to get it done at a clinic but I guess a tattoo shop is also fine. Anyways the piercer used the needle method which i read on the internet is better than using a gun. But most people get scared when i tell them. Honestly it’s not that painful. Okay it stings a little but still it’s the same thing when you get it done with a gun, right? Let’s just say “no pain, no gain”. Lolx….
It was a bad timing though. I still have school and i can’t really wear it so i remove it when i go to school. Whatever, the point is i wanted it and i got it.

Btw, Something music video will be released on monday.
Can’t blog that long because the cord to my connection is eff’d. I’m now typing with one hand and h
olding the cord with the other. lolx