Invite to Immortality
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
RANT # 1
THIS IS RANT # 1 FOR THIS JOURNAL. I WILL BE WRITING MORE, AS THIS IS THE MAIN PURPOSE OF WHY I DECIDED TO CREATE THIS JOURNAL.[ASIDE FROM THE FACT THAT I WANTED TO SEE THE SCANS POSTED HERE] THIS IS THE REASON WHY I DON’T WANT TO ADD THOSE PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME PERSONALLY. I’M NOT ASHAMED TO BE A FANGIRL BUT YOU SEE VERY FEW CAN UNDERSTAND THE INSANITY. I DON’T WANT THEM TO BE OVERWHELMED BY ME LOLZ.
ANW I JUST GOT NEWS THAT MY FRIEND WAS HOSPITALIZED TODAY. WE’RE GOING TO VISIT HER TOMORROW AND WISH HER TO GET WELL.
I JUST SLEPT THE ENTIRE DAY BTW.
JA!
Thursday, December 24, 2009
friends and enemies(?)….LOLZ
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Writer’s Block: Sense and sensibility
If you could keep only one of your five senses–taste, touch, smell, sight, or hearing–which would you choose and why?
There’s no doubt that I would choose hearing. Well, there’s only one simple explanation why and that is because I can’t bear to not be able to hear the voices of my favorite musicians ^v^….I can’t bear to not hear Uruha’s guitar solos….(ahahha..seriously). Music is very important to me and what keeps me going..
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Be back soon… HOPEFULLY
Monday, November 23, 2009
how do i put this?
Saturday, August 29, 2009
BUSTED!
Friday, August 28, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance…
UKE YUTAKA-san…<3<3<3
Saturday, August 22, 2009
nyappy nyappy….?
Thursday, August 20, 2009
rant
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I HAVE THE BEST MUM IN THE WORLD. ^_^
WEEE…I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME. LAST SUNDAY I HAD A CONVERSATION WITH MY MUM AND SHE TOLD ME SHE GOT THE GIFT I ASKED FOR MY BIRTHDAY. I WAS SO HAPPY!!! (W/C IS THE REASON I’M WRITING IN CAPSLOCK) LOLZ…OKAY..SO..I ASKED FOR THE DIM ALBUM OF GAZETTE AND THE REASON I’M ECSTATIC IS BECAUSE IT’S THE FIRST JROCK ALBUM I’LL OWN. yes it’s such a pity I cant buy all the albums I want. but maybe I can ask my mum from now on. HAHA. I never asked my mum before cuz I thought she might find it weird because I dont really understand japanese plus the way they look isnt really something a”normal” person would find normal. but when i talked to my mum last time i realized something…FANGIRLING MUST B HEREDITARY…LOLZ….i cant believe my ears when my mum talked about the jrock musicians like HYDE, GACKT, X -JAPAN and other artists lik nakashima mika and hamasaki ayumi…it was like we were enumerating the ones we know of and i was surprised to find that she knew all those people i like…! i think for the first time in many years we actually connected.. yes she is my mother but there was always this wall between us and because of music it disappeared…while talking to her, at the back of my had i thought “am i really having this convo with my mum?” she said things like “do you know GACKT?” and “yeah i know ARASHI…hmmm you like matsuJun? I dont really like him…” and the most shocking was when i mentioned KAT-TUN and she replied with “oh yes..Akanishi is hot..” LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLZZZZZZZZZZZ…
so then i came with the conclusion that it is natural for me and it is in my genes to be a FANGIRL. therefore i must accept my fate and this gives me the affirmation that i am in the right path ^_^
Friday, July 17, 2009
Writer’s Block: The Best
What’s the best thing you’ve seen or done this month?
Thursday, July 16, 2009
my mind is blank right now…
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Gokusen the movie….
Waaaaah! i forgot that gokusen the movie premeired yesterday! oh well, like i can watch it…awww. i dont know how long i’ll have to wait before i can watch it. hopefully some good soul will sub the movie and upload it somewhere when the dvd is released. o_O i thought i saw akanishi in the trailer but according to tokyograph the 6 surprise characters will be Shun Oguri, Yuma Ishigaki, Teppei Koike and 3 more from season 2 (no mention of jin nor jun).
…oh i realize it now, i must have mistaken miura for jin since they have the same hair color. sometimes i find it hard to recognize them all. i didnt even recognize shun in the trailer…haha silly me! then the first time i saw kame from season 2 i thought he looked like uruha. LOLZ. well maybe they do look alike a bit. i told my friend and now we call kame “the KAT-TUN dude” as the “boyband version of URU” wahahaha. yeah we like to find different versions of one person. like how sakito is the dorky version of uruha while tora is the ghetto version. then omi will be the female version. ANYWAYS going back to the TOPIC here (sorry for the ranting) I’m also disappointed not to find matsujun as one of the cast. oh yeah and i havent seen kuma either. it’s also sad that this will be the last time yukie nakama will play the role of yankumi… i hope it turns out to be a great movie.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Calendar of events..
So yesterday my friend and I saw Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen (she saw it for the second time already since she told me she didnt appreciate the 3D version much) HAHA..
But before that we went to different niversities to get college applications. It was so exhausting and my legs are hurting now cause we WALKED six stations (train) to get there. Why did we do that? Actually we didnt have a purpose for doing such crazy thing. I guess we did it to test how far we can go, walking. It was so much fun though cause we got to explore the streets we just usually pass by without actually observing everything. What usually takes 10 minutes of travel took us 2 hours by walking. Then it rained hard for a bit so we had to stop and wait for the rain to stop. Fortunately it did. We didnt notice how long we were waliing cause we just kept on chatting. I didnt notice how much my legs were hurting until we were almost there. My toes ached too but I dont mind it at all. I loved the experience. We’ve been doing crazy things, really. But some we didnt get to do last year, like that big “challenge thing”. We have more crazy ideas coming..I know. And if only it wasnt dangerous to be walking around in the streets carrying a video cam then I would’ve documented our journey for sure. I can remember we passed about 3 schools, loads of hardware stores, a couple gas stations and trees and grass along the way. HAHA
I think transformers was pretty good. Especially the script cause it was so funny. Of course the special effects and CGIs were GREAT. Megan Fox is so hot and stunning. LOLZ just saying..o_0 I thought I wouldnt understand anything cause people were saying that it was all explosion and fighting. It was alright for me.
Friday, June 26, 2009
LA LOLZ O_o
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
back after a few days
Sunday, June 14, 2009
finally i can continue watching
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
new motto
“No matter how painful it gets, grit your teeth, face forward and live on” -Yankumi
Monday, June 1, 2009
quote of the day
Friday, April 17, 2009
“You Are Level-Headed and Trustworthy “
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Show me the MONEY! MICHAEL MONEY!!!
Monday, March 23, 2009
My heart leaps for “C”
Sunday, February 22, 2009
i cannot help but stare…
Last week was just plain boring and i’m surprised cuz i’m starting to get sleepy in class. i haven’t slept on class before. that’s why i find it strange to see some of the people in my class slacking off all the time. and by all the time i mean every single day and every opportunity they get.
. last saturday’s workshop was quite interesting. for the first time i listened to the lecturer from start till end well i must admit that he shared some interesting stuff about life too. the lessons are more interesting when you can relate them to real life. it’s like he shared something about him getting into college and realizing in his third year that he wanted to shift into a different course. his previous course was BS Math then he shifted ti ECE which has something to do with engineering. he said when he was in high school he loved math so much that’s why he took it. but then he realized that he wanted something that could be applied in everyday life. it’s not because math was hard for him but because it was always about proving and learning theorems and stuff that you never really applied everyday. so yeah he realized it wasn’t right for him. that’s what i’m afraid would happen to me. i mean what if i choose the wrong course? when i was younger i wanted to be a doctor so bad that i focused on it for years until high school. then i realized it’d be hard and it would take a long time before i could really work. plus people say that when you get out of college your job won’t really be the one you studied for four years especially at a time like this.i don’t think it’s because i can’t handle the intense studying but because of the time and money involved. i don’t want my mother to have to work her but
he looked like someone. then when we went upstairs i went to take a last look at him and then our eyes met and i suddenly realized who he looked like. it was a bit of a shock though and quite embarrassing coz he caught me looking. but when he looked at me he just smiled with his eyes which made him look like strify even
then i also saw this picture of Craig which i find uber cool and can’t stop staring at…
Sunday, February 8, 2009
I killed the prom queen
No I didn’t really kill the prom queen. I just like saying it anyways. Now I’m just glad prom is O-V-E-R. I’ve been anxious about since it was announced. Everyone’s fussing about it including my poor adviser who has to organize everything and take all the load. Truth is I didn’t really want to go. If it was allowed not to go and if we were plenty I wouldn’t go at all. I’m not really into that kind of stuff where you party and dance blah blah blah.. If it was something like a rock concert. I would’ve enjoyed it but it’s not. It was a semi-formal event and we had to wear cocktail dresses and we had to have a partner which really sucks because I go to an all girls high school maening we had to find and invite our partners. I would have had my mom or someone else do it for me. I wouldn’t really mind that. It was difficult to invite someone because I am the type of person who has a lot of pride. To be honest it was exactly what I expected it to be. Boring and a total waste of time and money. You know what if we were rich I woldn;t mind paying 4,000 for prom and not going at all. But the fact is that I’m not and I would just feel guilty for making my mom pay 4,000 and not go at all. Maybe if there was a refund I would just pay and pretend I got sick so I couldn’t go or something. That would’ve been easy. My friends and I didn’t dance but we didn’t just sit and stared at each other at the table either. We just went arond taking pictures and table hopping just so we wouldn’t look like total losers. Well we’re not even if we didn’t enjoy prom. Most people would say that prom is the highlight of being in high school. I really do think otherwise. I mean I know lots of celebrities who didn’t go to prom but look where they are now? It’s not like being prom queen is gonna get me to a good college. If there were representatives from great colleges to socialize with (kinda like Ivy Week) then I’d be more happy to go. Most people would enjoy prom but not me. I know that’s hard to understand but well that’s what I think. It’s not a reason that I’m not used to those things or anything I just do not appreciate it nor does it entertain me in any way. I just wish that next year we would be plenty so that I don’t actually have to go. I don’t care if it’s senior year and that it could be the last time I party with my friends because I’m pretty sure it won’t be. The only thing I looked forward to was our bet on who will trip the most. Even that didn’t happen so there was nothing fun about it. Maybe the part where we took loads of pictures and modeled our clothes because it’s very rare for most of us to wear dresses including me. I seriously haven’t worn a dress in years. LOL. No, seriously.
i got home by 1:00 and a few hours after I had to go to this workshop about basic engineering and electrival engineering. Yeah it was interesting but I felt really sleepy so it was kinda hard ro focus. We did this hands on activity on circuits and stuff like that. But it wasb’t just that, that’s interesting. The university that we went to was also very interesting. It was really huge like a big compund but what’s strange is that there were lots of trees and tall grass and there were houses around the unviersity. We even got lost and had to take a jeep around the place. It was nice to go there but also very costly.
A/N If ya’ll don’t know I Killed The Prom Queen is an American rock band \m/
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Happy Birthday to my Brother (it’s okay to DREAM!)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
SOMETHING MUSIC VIDEO
Saturday, January 17, 2009
12 days to go
Now I just finished doing that personality test thing that my friend sent me. I’ve done the same thing before I think. But it has a different interpretation. Some parts of the interpretation surprised me. Especially that part about the coffee. Haha i drink a lot of coffee. In fact, I love coffee. Just didn’t think it would tranlstae into another thing.