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Hey ya! I haven’t posted in like ages but I’m not neglecting LJ on purpose. It’s just that schoolworks are piling up and finals are nearing. At least I’m already done with my history final since that is a creative presentation. I’m rest assured that we’ll get a high grade there since the response was pretty good. Well we should be since I didn’t sleep at wink the day before that. Sore eyes SUCK. I knew I was gonna end up with some kind of eye infection but it didn’t have to be in the same week as our creative presentation D:

I need a good video editor for this new project PSH Productions. What is PSH prod? I’ll just post one of those things we’ve already created some time. I still have to put the project making videos together. Then I’ll sow you what this is all about.

What’s been happening to me nowadays? Well I’m kinda tight on money so I tend to compute in my head all the time. Hmmm I’m trying so hard to think positively and focus on what I want rather than what I don’t. In a couple of weeks the first semester will be over so I’ll get to see my grades and know how I’m doing so far, There’s only one thing that motivates me now. STANFORD 0.o Yup, that’s right. I want to experience presenting my paper at THE STANFORD. I want to meet those world-renowned professors there. Of course it’s not for free but I’ll have to think about the money later. What’s important is that I invest NOW. That means I’ll have to come up with a WORLD CLASS paper. I don’t really know how. But I still have less than 2 years to think about that.

I haven’t forgotten to enjoy things. I like going to Nihongo class even though it’s kind of  a hassle for me since I have to sacrifice my Saturdays and I rarely ever get to have a weekend now. But that’s okay since it’s something I like doing. LOVE WHAT YOU DO AND DO WHAT YOU LOVE. Right?  )

HE WHO HAS A WHY TO LIVE FOR CAN DEAL WITH ALMOST ANY HOW  ) Of course. I have a goal and I must live towards that. I can only see that for now.

Talking about seeing I’m kinda having trouble with my vision. Sometimes I can’t see very well and it’s just really blurred. I can’t wear my contacts since I’ve still got to take the eye drops to cure the infection. I’m sure I didn’t get it from my contacts but I’ll just dispose that one pair and the lubricant as well for good measure.

This computer is really malfunctioning and the memory is almost used up too. That’s because there’s something wrong with the partition that was created and so I’ll have to have this reformatted. That is when I get to buy a new operating system. And not the bogus one HAHA. Yeah and I’ll have to get the DVD Rom fixed too before the warranty ends.

There’s so much to do. I have so many expenses that I’m always calculating HAHA. I feel sleepy all the time and it’s so hard to get up in the morning. I’m even lazy to open the computer now. I really do not want to spend too much time online.

I’M STILL ALIVE. I WILL NOT BREAK SO EASILY. IT’S ALL GOOD. THINK POSITIVE. FEEL GOOD  )

Oh yeah and THE LAST EXORCISM SUCKS! We were supposed to watch STEP UP 3 but they weren’t showing it at Eastwood anymore. The whole movie was like exorcist meets paranormal activity meets blair witch project. The girl was schizophrenic that’s for sure. The father or the psycho pastor probably raped her and she got traumatized and turned into a schizophrenic. That weird fetus that was crying made the entire movie a joke. Not to mention the crappy visual effects. LMAO. We were laughing the whole time. It was like that time when we watched DEATH PROOF . Eli Roth should stick to HOSTEL type movies. Anyway that’s what slasher films are all about. All gore, no substance. The girl got pregnant and they aborted the fetus. Yes it was just a fetus and not yet a baby since the girl didn’t even have a baby bump. Then when it came out it was CRYING. WTGWT?!?! LMAO. Then I realized while watching the movie that I may be dealing with people like that in the future. That sounds exciting and creepy.

Those clothes at Eastwood are really nice. I wanna buy that spring dress with the blazer. HEHE.

Ok now I remember Georgina Wilson at the 2pm shoot. Errr I really like her dress there. She’s so gorgeous and she got to chill with 2pm! And she called Chansung her BEST FRIEND! T.T