Be back soon… HOPEFULLY

So after like 2 (or was it 3 months?) of having no computer hopefully my mum will not forget to buy me a new one this december. I can’t believe I managed to survive..I mean i really thought i was gonna go nuts..Anyways on a positive note, it was sorta good since i no longer feel like i’m into social networking sites anymore..I’m gonna stay under the radar from now on. Of course i won’t leave eljay..since this is where i can post sorta sensible thoughts.

When i get a new computer i have a ton of things to update especially my music library. Im probably gonna spend half the time searching for chords to play too. I think i survived because i had my guitar…haha what can i say..shinji’s such great company!

i have nothing much to say now..i just finished my project..oh yeah we have speech delivery tomorrow..

i just want to write and write and not TALK. HAHA

I’m hungry now..better go.

how do i put this?

…daaaammmmnnn i miss downloading stuff online…

it kills me that i havent updated my playlist and other stuff…

i dont even care if i dont do social networks anymore..

all i want is to STEAL stuff online..wahahaha

yeah i guess you can call it stealing..

but can you blame me?

a fangirl gets what a fangirl wants..

im just a lowly fangirl waiting for my mum to ask me if i want something..

and that stupid bitch of laptop ruined my chances of getting the nightmare album…

IT KILLS ME T_T

how can that happen to me?

now i’ve to wait for a few more months before i cn ask for another one..

gaaahhh i need to do something before graduation too..

ive been planning something on my mind and it was supposed to be done this Christmas..but i dont think i can do it at the moment…

at least i got a bit cured..

im no longer interrested in online networking..

im not saying i’ll totally abandon my accounts but maybe i’ll just update here..

all i want to do now is take stuff and complete my music library..

thanks to those generous people online who upload stuff HAHA

>>>The rain that started falling melts into the dry asphalt

I coldly wrap up this hand that is mixed with a slight fever<<<>>>Without seeing the tears I walk turning something into the victim

As a result I even end up betraying you<<<>>>But it can change I remain like this until I will throw away my hope

Always with you I want to see the same dream like you …<<<>>>The repeating days are soaking us more and more

Even that painted place of that day

The downpouring night is never stopping to cry

The night is crying crying<<<>>>>

translation by defectivecoma@LJ