WEEE…I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME. LAST SUNDAY I HAD A CONVERSATION WITH MY MUM AND SHE TOLD ME SHE GOT THE GIFT I ASKED FOR MY BIRTHDAY. I WAS SO HAPPY!!! (W/C IS THE REASON I’M WRITING IN CAPSLOCK) LOLZ…OKAY..SO..I ASKED FOR THE DIM ALBUM OF GAZETTE AND THE REASON I’M ECSTATIC IS BECAUSE IT’S THE FIRST JROCK ALBUM I’LL OWN. yes it’s such a pity I cant buy all the albums I want. but maybe I can ask my mum from now on. HAHA. I never asked my mum before cuz I thought she might find it weird because I dont really understand japanese plus the way they look isnt really something a”normal” person would find normal. but when i talked to my mum last time i realized something…FANGIRLING MUST B HEREDITARY…LOLZ….i cant believe my ears when my mum talked about the jrock musicians like HYDE, GACKT, X -JAPAN and other artists lik nakashima mika and hamasaki ayumi…it was like we were enumerating the ones we know of and i was surprised to find that she knew all those people i like…! i think for the first time in many years we actually connected.. yes she is my mother but there was always this wall between us and because of music it disappeared…while talking to her, at the back of my had i thought “am i really having this convo with my mum?” she said things like “do you know GACKT?” and “yeah i know ARASHI…hmmm you like matsuJun? I dont really like him…” and the most shocking was when i mentioned KAT-TUN and she replied with “oh yes..Akanishi is hot..” LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLZZZZZZZZZZZ…
so then i came with the conclusion that it is natural for me and it is in my genes to be a FANGIRL. therefore i must accept my fate and this gives me the affirmation that i am in the right path ^_^