my mind is blank right now…

i dont know what to feel

i dont know what to say

at first i thought i was numb

then i felt a slight pain in my heart

i heard your voice and you sounded fine

like nothing happened

i know that this is a hard time for you

even though you try to hide the loneliness

i know you are grieveing just the same

i dont know how it feels like

never have i experienced such trial

but i know it’ll come to me one day

i’ll face it the way you did

remember this my friend,

no matter how painful it gets

grit your teeth

face forward

and live on.

Gokusen the movie….

Waaaaah! i forgot that gokusen the movie premeired yesterday! oh well, like i can watch it…awww. i dont know how long i’ll have to wait before i can watch it. hopefully some good soul will sub the movie and upload it somewhere when the dvd is released. o_O i thought i saw akanishi in the trailer but according to tokyograph the 6 surprise characters will be Shun Oguri, Yuma Ishigaki, Teppei Koike and 3 more from season 2 (no mention of jin nor jun).

…oh i realize it now, i must have mistaken miura for jin since they have the same hair color. sometimes i find it hard to recognize them all. i didnt even recognize shun in the trailer…haha silly me! then the first time i saw kame from season 2 i thought he looked like uruha. LOLZ. well maybe they do look alike a bit. i told my friend and now we call kame “the KAT-TUN dude” as the “boyband version of URU” wahahaha. yeah we like to find different versions of one person. like how sakito is the dorky version of uruha while tora is the ghetto version. then omi will be the female version. ANYWAYS going back to the TOPIC here (sorry for the ranting) I’m also disappointed not to find matsujun as one of the cast. oh yeah and i havent seen kuma either. it’s also sad that this will be the last time yukie nakama will play the role of yankumi… i hope it turns out to be a great movie.

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Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

I’m not really a big fan of DBSK/TVXQ/THSK but their new single is really good. Plus it has a nice story. Very sad, indeed.

I am somehow addicted to it. I’ve been listening to it over and over again since last night.

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Calendar of events..

Haooy birthday to Shou of alice nice [28] and Kanon of An Cafe who both celebrate their birthdays today! Also belated happy birthday to Akanishi Jin [25] of KAT-TUN…

So yesterday my friend and I saw Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen (she saw it for the second time already since she told me she didnt appreciate the 3D version much) HAHA..

But before that we went to different niversities to get college applications. It was so exhausting and my legs are hurting now cause we WALKED six stations (train) to get there. Why did we do that? Actually we didnt have a purpose for doing such crazy thing. I guess we did it to test how far we can go, walking. It was so much fun though cause we got to explore the streets we just usually pass by without actually observing everything. What usually takes 10 minutes of travel took us 2 hours by walking. Then it rained hard for a bit so we had to stop and wait for the rain to stop. Fortunately it did. We didnt notice how long we were waliing cause we just kept on chatting. I didnt notice how much my legs were hurting until we were almost there. My toes ached too but I dont mind it at all. I loved the experience. We’ve been doing crazy things, really. But some we didnt get to do last year, like that big “challenge thing”. We have more crazy ideas coming..I know. And if only it wasnt dangerous to be walking around in the streets carrying a video cam then I would’ve documented our journey for sure. I can remember we passed about 3 schools, loads of hardware stores, a couple gas stations and trees and grass along the way. HAHA

I think transformers was pretty good. Especially the script cause it was so funny. Of course the special effects and CGIs were GREAT. Megan Fox is so hot and stunning. LOLZ just saying..o_0 I thought I wouldnt understand anything cause people were saying that it was all explosion and fighting. It was alright for me.

LA LOLZ O_o

Gee- SNSD/Girls Generation

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Gee – Boys’ Generation (LOLZ)

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who do you think gave the best performance?

wahahaha

T_T ok i admit it…it’s adorable!

(i have a weakness for gay stuff yunno)