it'll be my shiny armour...

Halloween isn’t even finished yet but now I’m just really excited for Christmas to come. I’ve never been this excited but when I saw this

I knew I had to have it for Christmas. Yeah, isn’t it beautiful? I know this one particular ring is too much to ask since it costs 350 USD and that it’s from Vivienne Westwood (which is a UK brand and artists like Nana Kitade have this ring). But I really wanna have one like it even though it’s not really from Vivienne Westwood.

Meegu-chan and I have been drooling over this ring for days now. Haha and then this plan came up in my mind. I’m gonna ask my mom to buy me a ring that is like it. I’m not hoping for a real armour ring by VW all I want is something that looks similar to it.

hey it's my life but why am i not taking a stand?

Once we were told that “we always have a choice”…i dunno if that “we” applies to me or anything but it seems like it doesn’t. Sometimes I just get forced to do something even though I really don’t want to and that sucks. But then again life sucks and then you die. But really, it is VERY annoying when people take control over you. It’s not fair and if you resist they find something to blackmail you. The question is always yes or not no? Heck, yeah that’s the kind of choice given! I just don’t like it when people force me. Can’t I volunteer on doing something and not get ordered to do it instead? I hate what I’m gonna do. I try to think of it positively but the real picture of it is very haunting. I HATE IT! Right now I may look like I’m willing and happy to do it but if you really know me,you would know that it’s killing me deep down. I am not and never will be happy of what stupid thing i am gonna do. I swear I won’t do it again. If i make a fool of myself onstage on the 24th then all hell will break lose and i’ll never forgive the people who made me do it. The only good thing i’m getting from this are the clothes that i’m supposed to wear and even that is giving me a hard time. Plus i am not comfortable with the whole thing.

not in the mood…

seriously i am not in the mood to write anything at all…and i’m also too lazy to write the conclusion part for my classmate’s oratorical piece….i could have done it earlier if she had given it to me days ago…and to think that the contest is this friday….haha and yeah i even forgot i joined the literary quiz bee which is on wednesday LOL!! haha well i won’t study anyways even if i remembered it earlier…haha i only study on the day it will take place…haha..

now isn’t it obvious i don’t have anything to write at all? i’m just ranting now so my friends will know i’m still alive…haha…

gotta have some more time to think…even though i always do…but this time it’s really serious stuff… i hate not having time to look at scans but i’m really not in the mood..even though that cheers me up…haha..

life is so dramatic i would wish for it to leave me alone…but i can’t so i won’t…haha!!

when it rains...

This day almost ended up almost too crappy for me but luckily classes got suspended because of the rain. Only we went home almost the same time as dismissal coz they let us go hours after suspension was announced. HAHA at least I escaped the practical test for basketball which I don’t really intend on learning how to play. I only play volleyball and I can’t even be great at it so what more with basketball? Plus I think the rules to that game are just difficult to understand. Either it is really difficult or I’m just not interested in learning. Every time we play basketball my friends and I think of ourselves as Bella for playing so horribly. HAHA yeah I’m admitting that I’m horrible at it! LOL! What I didn’t manage to escape was our quiz in science and lit. But I did manage to pass both even though I reviewed on such short notice. Oh yeah we almost had a quiz on social studies too! HAHA friday is quiz day..actually almost everyday we have quizzes.

Anyways, so we have a new seat plan and I am glad that Meegu is closer to me that before. HAHA although we had a minor problem coz there were others who wanted to sit beside each other even though they already had at least one friend beside them. That’s what sucks sometimes coz we can’t sit together with our friends coz we have a seat plan and sometimes the teacher requires the students not to sit with their peers. Unlike in schools abroad where the students can sit wherever they want.

Now I forgot what I was going to write next…oh well…this is all I guess…

LOL

Unsuccessful baking...

HAHA today was green day and by that I meant that I had to wear my Girl Scout uniform which I truly do not like. We call it green day because of the color of our GSP uniform. Also we baked vanilla pie (or whatever you call it) for three hours only to end up unsuccessful. HAHA too bad the pie didn’t get baked well enough for the liquid to solidify while in the oven. I seriously think there wasn’t anything wrong with the our procedure it was just the oven not being hot enough…LOL..this is the second time we ended up not liking the results. The last time we did refrigerated cake and still it didn’t harden while it was in the refrigerator. We wound up eating it while it was still somehow soft and and totally not presentable. Aside from that I didn’t like the taste so much. It was way too sweet only nice to eat at first but then the sweetness starts to overwhelm you. Although that last one was a little more successful that our recent baking activity which we haven’t tasted yet because no one from our group bothered to get. It’s funny coz I seriously think that we should stop attempting to make pies. Or maybe we should just use dough instead of crushed grahams. The previous year when we started baking we usually male the dough ourselves which turns out better results than this year’s baking. It’s really not that important to me since I would forget about the recipes as soon as we finished baking it anyways. I never did like cooking. My uncle wanted to teach me but I just wasn’t interested in learning. I am the type who can live on frozen food or would rather order or go out to eat.

During our GS activity we made pouch bags out of old pants. HAHA did they seriously think I was gonna sacrifice my own pants? I just took one of my cousin’s old ones which she totally never wore anyways. I didn’t even have to ask coz she wouldn’t really wear it even though I told her many times to wear it. So as not to put the pants to waste I just took it and made use of it since she won’t! HAHA! Anyways Meegu and I made a tiny pouch bag (but everyone else seems to think it’s a pencil case) with MYV sewn at the back of it. Well it totally looked like a poorly made school project but at least we tried.

Lastly, I’m trying to look for some good fanfics everywhere and even found a Jrock fanfic archive. I’ll keep looking for good ones and spend my time reading it.