i cannot help but stare…

Last week was just plain boring and i’m surprised cuz i’m starting to get sleepy in class. i haven’t slept on class before. that’s why i find it strange to see some of the people in my class slacking off all the time. and by all the time i mean every single day and every opportunity they get.

and how strange is it that none of the teachers seem to care? well that’s not my problem anyways

. last saturday’s workshop was quite interesting. for the first time i listened to the lecturer from start till end well i must admit that he shared some interesting stuff about life too. the lessons are more interesting when you can relate them to real life. it’s like he shared something about him getting into college and realizing in his third year that he wanted to shift into a different course. his previous course was BS Math then he shifted ti ECE which has something to do with engineering. he said when he was in high school he loved math so much that’s why he took it. but then he realized that he wanted something that could be applied in everyday life. it’s not because math was hard for him but because it was always about proving and learning theorems and stuff that you never really applied everyday. so yeah he realized it wasn’t right for him. that’s what i’m afraid would happen to me. i mean what if i choose the wrong course? when i was younger i wanted to be a doctor so bad that i focused on it for years until high school. then i realized it’d be hard and it would take a long time before i could really work. plus people say that when you get out of college your job won’t really be the one you studied for four years especially at a time like this.i don’t think it’s because i can’t handle the intense studying but because of the time and money involved. i don’t want my mother to have to work her but

t off just to support me through college. yeah i could get a job but still it won’t be enough. right now i’m just thinking really hard. i want to take psychology but i also want to take something that has to do with computers. then he also said something about the things in life not being ideal. he said that in reality there is nothing ideal. like for example in a student. even the most studious student will become lazy at some point. that one i can totally relate to. i mean i’m not that studious but i’m also not this ;azy compared to before.

on to a funnier topic. friday was totally unbelievable. i could not believe my eyes when i saw someone that looked like strify!! yeah he was gay, that one was obvious. but really never in my life did i expect to find someone ho resembles strify! i tried not to stare or anything but i just couldn’t help it. it happened when my friend was buying food from our school cafeteria and this person was buying too. then i looked in his direction and thought

he looked like someone. then when we went upstairs i went to take a last look at him and then our eyes met and i suddenly realized who he looked like. it was a bit of a shock though and quite embarrassing coz he caught me looking. but when he looked at me he just smiled with his eyes which made him look like strify even

more. he was beautiful that’s for sure. only with slightly less flawless skin. then my friend and i talked about it and we decided to look for him again just to make sure he really looked like strify.. we even made this new term but don’t ask what it is.

then i also saw this picture of Craig which i find uber cool and can’t stop staring at…