how do i put this?

…daaaammmmnnn i miss downloading stuff online…

it kills me that i havent updated my playlist and other stuff…

i dont even care if i dont do social networks anymore..

all i want is to STEAL stuff online..wahahaha

yeah i guess you can call it stealing..

but can you blame me?

a fangirl gets what a fangirl wants..

im just a lowly fangirl waiting for my mum to ask me if i want something..

and that stupid bitch of laptop ruined my chances of getting the nightmare album…

IT KILLS ME T_T

how can that happen to me?

now i’ve to wait for a few more months before i cn ask for another one..

gaaahhh i need to do something before graduation too..

ive been planning something on my mind and it was supposed to be done this Christmas..but i dont think i can do it at the moment…

at least i got a bit cured..

im no longer interrested in online networking..

im not saying i’ll totally abandon my accounts but maybe i’ll just update here..

all i want to do now is take stuff and complete my music library..

thanks to those generous people online who upload stuff HAHA

>>>The rain that started falling melts into the dry asphalt

I coldly wrap up this hand that is mixed with a slight fever<<<>>>Without seeing the tears I walk turning something into the victim

As a result I even end up betraying you<<<>>>But it can change I remain like this until I will throw away my hope

Always with you I want to see the same dream like you …<<<>>>The repeating days are soaking us more and more

Even that painted place of that day

The downpouring night is never stopping to cry

The night is crying crying<<<>>>>

translation by defectivecoma@LJ