(one heavy sigh) Well it feels like it’s judgment day tomorrow. LOL. Of course I’m totally worried. I was never not anxious anyway. The truth is I’m a nervous wreck. I wouldn’t call this being paranoid but I’m haunted by horrible thoughts inside my head right now. And it probably won’t stop until I get over tomorrow and worst the coming days. I bet I’m gonna be jittery all week. God, if I could just figure out what my professors are gonna be like then I wouldn’t feel this way. It’s not like they’re gonna eat me or anything. But the bad thing is I’m not a genius even though I wish I was. LOLZ. I’m worried about how I’m gonna cope academically.
I AM A NERVOUS WRECK AND A TRAINWRECK. MY BRAIN ISN’T FUNCTIONING WELL AND I THINK I’VE FORGOTTEN THE THINGS I’VE LEARNED EVEN THOUGH I JUST TOOK AN ABILITY TEST LAST FRIDAY. LOLZ. I’M NOT A GENIUS AND THAT SUCKS. I DON’T HAVE A FLARE FOR ONSTAGE PERFORMANCES EITHER. GREAT. JUST GREAT. I’M NOT A GENIUS BUT I WAS NEVER AT THE BOTTOM EITHER. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS JUST AN AVERAGE STUDENT BUT TO BE HONEST AVERAGE DOESN’T CUT IT EITHER. AT LEAST PARANOID AND CRITICAL MIND SAYS SO.
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