If your pet could talk, what is the first thing s/he would say to you?
PRICK 
nah…
nah…Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Writer’s Block: Forget me not
What is your earliest vivid memory? Why do you think this memory stands out so much in your mind?
It’s a funny memory. Thinking about it makes me smile 
D. Well when I was younger and still wore diapers we went by a fastfood chain and my aunt decided that we eat there. While we were eating I felt that I had to pee. Since I was wearing diapers my aunt told me that I could just pee but I refused to because I think I felt embarassed by the idea. HAHA. It’s funny cuz it shouldn’t be a big deal for a child. D
D. Well when I was younger and still wore diapers we went by a fastfood chain and my aunt decided that we eat there. While we were eating I felt that I had to pee. Since I was wearing diapers my aunt told me that I could just pee but I refused to because I think I felt embarassed by the idea. HAHA. It’s funny cuz it shouldn’t be a big deal for a child. DBut my grandma told me something that I did back in nursery which I can’t remember although there is proof. My teacher asked us to draw our pets. The problem was that I didn’t know how to draw a dog back then so instead I just drew a house. My teacher asked me to explain why I drew a house instead of my pet and I explained that “our pet was inside the house”. LOLZ 
Monday, April 5, 2010
04.05.2010
LOLZ. I just remembered that time when we had an activity in homeroom. We were asked to describe our friends. The person who sat beside me that day, described her friends (including me) are like a jaw breaker. HAHA for one particular reason. 
I went to school to get my clearance signed. Nothing much happened aside from enjoying and laughing at my friend who had a hard time opening my gift to her. LOLZ. Seriously, at least I didn’t put “stuff” in it this time.
Oh…the product of boredom
Oh…the product of boredom
Ahh…and i’m supposed to go back tomorrow. Now that sucks. It wouldn’t if it isn’t uber hot outside.
Writer’s Block: But enough about you
If it were possible to clone a same-age version of yourself, do you think the two of you would be friends? Do you think you’d enjoy each other’s company or find the similar point of view boring?
I’d find it annoying. I actually don’t like it when someone tries to be like me.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
04.01.10
HAHA. HOW LONG WILL I KEEP GOING LIKE THIS? I GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL A WEEK AGO. FIRST THING’S FIRST, I’M GETTING ANXIOUS. I ALWAYS AM OVER A LOT OF THINGS THAT I’M SURPRISED I DON’T HAVE ANXIETY ATTACKS 
WHAT DO I DO WITH MY LIFE NOW? NOT EVERYTHING IS GOING EXACTLY AS PLANNED AND I STILL HAVE TO FIX “THIS”. I STILL HAVE THAT NEED TO GET MY LIFE ON THAT SPECIFIC TRACK I WANTED. BUT IT’S DEFINITELY GONNA TAKE SOME TIME AND I’M STILL UNSURE OF IT. I WONDER WHY I’M NOT FICKLE-MINDED. MAYBE I SHOULDN’T BE MAKING DECISIONS AS QUICKLY AS I AM NOW. BUT THAT’S JUST HOW I GREW UP. I MAKE DECISIONS AND I STICK BY IT, PERIOD. I AM FULL OF PRIDE SO I DON’T LIKE TAKING BACK WHAT I STAND FOR. BUT IT’S A GOOD THING TOO. I FEEL THAT I CAN’T REGRET ANY OF THESE THINGS I’VE DONE BECAUSE NONE OF THEM ARE ENTIRELY WRONG. MAYBE THEY’RE NOT THE BEST BUT THEY AREN’T WRONG FOR ME AT ALL. THERE IS A REASON BEHIND ALL THESE AND I’VE YET TO FIND OUT, I GUESS. MAYBE THESE THINGS WILL DO ME GOOD IN THE LONG RUN. THEY SAY WHEN YOU WANT SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO SEE YOURSELF DOING IT BUT THAT SCARES ME. DISAPPOINTMENT IS EASY TO ACCEPT WHEN I’M BEING NEGATIVE. SO I JUST TEND TO BE ONE. I THINK I HAVE TO GROW OUT OF THESE THINGS I’VE BEEN DOING. THESE THINGS I’VE BEEN OBSESSED WITH. BUT THAT’S DIFFICULT BECAUSE IT FEELS LIKE I’LL LOSE MYSELF. LIKE I’M GOING TO BE SOMEONE ELSE AND NOT THE PERSON PEOPLE KNEW JUST A FEW DAYS AGO. BUT IF I DON’T, I MIGHT BE STUCK IN THIS STATE AND NOT ACHIEVE ANYTHING. I FEEL KINDA STUPID AND I KNOW I SHOULDN’T BE FEELING THIS. WORSE, I FEEL SHALLOW, LIKE THERE’S NO DEPTH TO MY THOUGHTS. I FEEL LIKE A KID AND IT’S FRUSTRATING. I’M SUPPOSED TO BE SENSIBLE AND YET I THINK I’VE BEEN RECKLESS ALL THIS TIME. THAT IS NOT COOL AT ALL. 
WHAT DO I DO WITH MY LIFE NOW? NOT EVERYTHING IS GOING EXACTLY AS PLANNED AND I STILL HAVE TO FIX “THIS”. I STILL HAVE THAT NEED TO GET MY LIFE ON THAT SPECIFIC TRACK I WANTED. BUT IT’S DEFINITELY GONNA TAKE SOME TIME AND I’M STILL UNSURE OF IT. I WONDER WHY I’M NOT FICKLE-MINDED. MAYBE I SHOULDN’T BE MAKING DECISIONS AS QUICKLY AS I AM NOW. BUT THAT’S JUST HOW I GREW UP. I MAKE DECISIONS AND I STICK BY IT, PERIOD. I AM FULL OF PRIDE SO I DON’T LIKE TAKING BACK WHAT I STAND FOR. BUT IT’S A GOOD THING TOO. I FEEL THAT I CAN’T REGRET ANY OF THESE THINGS I’VE DONE BECAUSE NONE OF THEM ARE ENTIRELY WRONG. MAYBE THEY’RE NOT THE BEST BUT THEY AREN’T WRONG FOR ME AT ALL. THERE IS A REASON BEHIND ALL THESE AND I’VE YET TO FIND OUT, I GUESS. MAYBE THESE THINGS WILL DO ME GOOD IN THE LONG RUN. THEY SAY WHEN YOU WANT SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO SEE YOURSELF DOING IT BUT THAT SCARES ME. DISAPPOINTMENT IS EASY TO ACCEPT WHEN I’M BEING NEGATIVE. SO I JUST TEND TO BE ONE. I THINK I HAVE TO GROW OUT OF THESE THINGS I’VE BEEN DOING. THESE THINGS I’VE BEEN OBSESSED WITH. BUT THAT’S DIFFICULT BECAUSE IT FEELS LIKE I’LL LOSE MYSELF. LIKE I’M GOING TO BE SOMEONE ELSE AND NOT THE PERSON PEOPLE KNEW JUST A FEW DAYS AGO. BUT IF I DON’T, I MIGHT BE STUCK IN THIS STATE AND NOT ACHIEVE ANYTHING. I FEEL KINDA STUPID AND I KNOW I SHOULDN’T BE FEELING THIS. WORSE, I FEEL SHALLOW, LIKE THERE’S NO DEPTH TO MY THOUGHTS. I FEEL LIKE A KID AND IT’S FRUSTRATING. I’M SUPPOSED TO BE SENSIBLE AND YET I THINK I’VE BEEN RECKLESS ALL THIS TIME. THAT IS NOT COOL AT ALL.
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